Emma is 26
Remember my one night stand at that bar? Well guess who I saw walking past my house? Yes, Xander. I almost fainted. Okay, not really, but it was still a surprise to see him. And he's even sexier without the red lights from the night club/bar. To bad he's getting married. I could actually see myself having a relationship with him.
I can't help but to wonder if I will ever find the right sim to settle down with a start a family. I mean Rupert is great, but he definitely not the kind of guy you'd take home to meet your mom. I know that. This is why, no matter how hard it may be, I have to give him up. He's no good for me. And we are not on the same page, we do not want to same things. And I need to end this before it gets to serious.
I think I'm coming down with that flu that's going around. So why is it that the first thing that pops into be head when my stomach starts to flip, is that I could be pregnant? I have no idea. Lame! There is no way. I was careful, with both Rupert and Xander. I may have been a bit tipsy, but I'm on the pill. So no way at all, nope, don't think so!
Yeah, after I finished breakfast I made a mad dash to the toilet. Time to face the music. I could be pregnant. Such a scary thought. And the worst part is I don't know who the father is. Does that make me a slut?
I looked in my medicine cabinet and found an old pregnancy test from when I was still with David. Poor guy. :( He wanted to start a family even before we got married, but I wasn't ready. I still wanted to live life and just be me and him. No little ones.
So I peed on the sick and watched the snow fall as I waited for the results...
Umm, yeah, well. You guessed it. I'm knocked. What am I going to do? I thought about getting rid of it, but changed my mind. I am pro-life, no matter what. Maybe adoption. I really have to think about this. And I still don't know who's baby this is. A paternity test is in order. This is so embarrassing. I don't want to hurt Xander's relationship with his woman, but how can I bring the subject up with him? And Rupert? How will he react? *sigh*
I can't stop eating. No matter how many healthy snacks I make I crave grease! Big time! Pizza, pizza, pizza. I haven't eaten this much pepperoni since my college days. I just hope I don't get fat. I'm a dancer, can't be a dancer looking like a whale.
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